It was Christmas. It is New Year. People get emotional in this period of time. Some are joyful, but some are not.
Some people enjoyed a great time but still they wanted someone else by their sides. Some people didn’t get what they expected and got all upset about people and also themselves. Some people questioned about the meaning of this materialistic life.
You don’t have to worry about me because I’ve had a great Christmas time. It’s only because of the three days of depressing work.
Okay maybe there’s something more, a friend’s question bothered me a bit. She asked ‘what’s the meaning of life?’ or in other words ‘why do I have to live?’ I secretly thought we are a bit too old to ask question like that when she talked to me. But when she asked me why I stopped thinking about that. I was speechless. I guessed I just didn’t have the answer and gave up thinking about it.
Then it comes the New Year. If I sincerely believe that 2012 is the end of the world, I think I would do a lot of things differently. I would not work in my current job. I would not stay in this city. But where else I want to be? I would tell a girl I fancy her. I would tell a guy I like him. But what’s stopping me now?
Why does 2012 make a difference? Shouldn’t we always live like we are dying? Life is actually short. I wish I would have more courage in 2012.
I should stop my nonsense now.
Happy New Year! I hope everything will be great for you in 2012! And see if we will meet this year. J